Never Really Cared

I never understood how you can mean the world to someone... and then have them not care about you at all.
And I guess the answer to that is you can't.
If you really meant the world to them- if they really cared about you at all, they still would even if they were with someone else.
They may not still be in love with you, but they should still at least care how you are.

Fish and I had the best summer crush story.
I could write a book about everything we did, everything he said, and everything I felt.
And I really did like him, but he let it all go.
But now, even though I try to keep a little contact and know how his life is going (Because we were close friends before so we should still be kinda friends now), he doesn't acknowledge my exsistence.
I mean, he will text me back if I text him, but mostly one word answers and he doesn't try to keep the convo going. Its all one sided.
And I think thats when I had to realize that he never really did care about me at all- or he wouldn't forget me now that he's not benefitting from me. And its unhealthy to have him in my life anymore.

So now he's just a memory.
No longer a friend, not even acquaintances.
If he ever finds the desire to talk to me- he knows where to find me.
But Im not going to be the one finding him anymore.

So I guess... this is Goodbye.